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Writer's pictureMichaela Kozlik

The Colors Between: Understanding Mental Health Beyond Definitions




In the quiet space of my therapy room, stories unfold like origami – each crease and fold revealing new dimensions of human experience. The manual on my shelf, the DSM (The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders), sits like a dictionary trying to define love, or a map attempting to capture the essence of the territory. Useful, yes, but oh how much remains between its lines.


In my life and practice, I've learned that our story is always more colorful and complex than any diagnostic label could capture. The truth is, our lived experiences rarely ever fit into neat boxes. The Western lens through which we view mental health as a system of neat categorization represents just one persepective on the vast landscape of human mental health.


The Space Between Words


We are more than checkboxes on a page. Each person who sits across from me brings a universe of experiences – What do we call the feeling that sits beneath grief but above sadness? Where in our manual do we find the word for the echo of trauma that reverberates through generations? How do we categorize the peculiar melancholy of a sunset that reminds you of someone you've lost?


The truth whispers between the pages of our psychiatric tomes: human suffering, like human joy, refuses to be contained by language alone. It spills over our carefully constructed boundaries like water through cupped hands.


Dancing with Shadows


In my years of sitting with others in their pain and triumph, I've learned that healing often happens in the spaces our manuals cannot reach. It happens in the moment when a client finds words for something they thought was unspeakable. It shows up in the quiet recognition that their experience, though it may not fit neatly into diagnostic criteria, is profoundly and movingly human.


Sometimes what we call symptoms are actually our deeper knowing, intuition, true self, or our soul's way of speaking. The anxiety that keeps you awake might be wisdom whispering that something needs to change. The depression that slows your steps might be a part of you saying it needs to rest and reimagine.


Using the DSM sometimes feels like trying to garden with only one type of tool. But the garden of human experience requires many tools, many approaches, many ways of understanding what it means to grow.


A Different Kind of Knowing


There is a knowing that comes from books and manuals, from studies and statistics. And there is a knowing that comes from sitting with another human being in their darkest moments, in their brightest victories. Both kinds of knowing matter. Both help us understand the landscape of mental health.


But perhaps the most important knowing is this: that each person who seeks understanding, who reaches for help, who struggles to make sense of their inner world, carries wisdom about their own experience that no manual could ever fully capture.


The Bridge Between


As a therapist, I stand at the bridge between these ways of knowing – between the precision of diagnostic categories and the poetry of human experience. My role is not just to understand the map, but to walk with you through the territory. To help you find words for what feels wordless, to help you make sense of what feels senseless, to help you hold both the science and the soul of your experience.


Finding Your Path to Healing


In my practice, I've learned that true healing often happens when we look beyond diagnostic criteria to understand your unique story.


Consider these questions:

- What does wellness look like in your culture and family?

- How do you personally experience and express emotional pain?

- What forms of support feel most meaningful to you?


Sometimes, what the medical system might label as "symptoms" are actually your mind and body's natural responses to life's challenges. Understanding this can help shift from seeing yourself as "broken" to recognizing your experiences as understandable reactions to real challenges.


A More Personal Approach to Mental Health


While diagnoses can be helpful tools for understanding and treating mental health challenges, they're just one part of your story.


In our work together, we focus on:

- Understanding your experiences in their full context

- Honoring your cultural and personal background

- Recognizing your inherent wisdom about your own experience

- Creating space for all parts of your story, even those that don't fit neatly into categories


Your experience may not fit neatly into the pages of any manual, but it fits perfectly into the larger story of what it means to be you, a human in this body, culture, and time. And in my therapy room, there is space for all of it – the parts that can be named and categorized, and the parts that can only be felt and known in the heart's own language.


This is the work of therapy – not just to understand symptoms and syndromes, but to honor the fullness of your life, to help you find your own words for your experiences, and to walk with you as you write your own story of healing.

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